Life is Crazy.

Okay Okay Okay! I know I'm horrible at updating this blog! Get off my back already!
School is winding down and there is much to do! Everything is whizzing by in a blur. I'm still trying to figure things out with my life and it is HARD. I think I may want to just take some time off from school for a bit and just work. I don't know, it seems like the loser way out of this situation but atleast I wouldn't be wasting time or money. The thing is that when I'm out of school I feel like I'm wasting my life and getting stupider by th emoment.

I wish I had the funds to travel. i would love to go to somewhere sweet and journey around trying to figure out life. My friend Whitney from school is going to China to teach english. I think that would be so rad. I'm jealous. I would love to do something like that! But alas, lack of motivation/money/determination keeps me from achieveing things I would like to do.

I've been working out more lately. Soon I'll have my new hott body ahha! My goal is to be at 150 by next June so in a year I hope to look like a totally new person. That will be exciting.
As of now I'm just focusing on finishing this semester and forcing myself to spend the millions of hours its going to take me to put together my final projects. Whoopie. Sigh. I need this semester to be over with. I need a break, I need to start fresh. I need a lot of things...