Never, Never

There are certain times when I'm browsing old pictures or wandering around on facebook when I think to myself, "Man, I wish I was like this again." meaning, like my old self again. I remember how much I didn't care what people thought about me and I did pretty much whatever I felt like because of it. Now, I'm not saying that people's opinions control my every step nowadays, but little tidbits of society's opinion of what is acceptable has finally seeped into my little brain after all these years and as a result, the new me. I don't necesscarily hate the "new me" and I don't think I'd really even say it's "new" more like a "revised version of the me." Yes, yes. But, still, anyways, as I was saying, some times I just wish I could go back and have the same mentallity I once had. But then again I would probably have the same friends I once had and the same issues I once had too and the world would probably be a darker place because of it all (my sunshine definately brightens things up of course...hah). I think it's human nature want to stay the same and never change, but some times you just have to. It's part of growing up. It's part of life. And life is tought some times. But in all honesty, "the revised version of the me" is way cooler than the old me.